Progress, Patience, and a Surprisingly Cozy Hoodie

It’s been a bit since my last update, and a lot has happened! Life’s thrown some ups and downs, but mostly in a good way.

First off, I’m finally doing voice training! It’s harder than I expected—I’m still nowhere near my ideal voice, but it feels good to be on the path and see little improvements along the way. It’s slow going, but each step forward makes me feel a bit more like myself.

HRT, though? That’s a whole different story. Finding an endocrinologist has been a challenge, to say the least. I’ve emailed every office in town, and so far, I’ve gotten just two replies—both waiting lists. The soonest potential appointment is in June 2025! It’s a long wait, but I’m still hopeful that a spot opens up sooner.

On the brighter side, a surprising discovery lately has been my new love for clothes! I used to think I didn’t care much about fashion, but that’s completely changed. Somehow, I’ve already built up a pretty decent collection! With colder months here, I’ve treated myself to some cozy pieces, like this incredibly soft hoodie that’s become a favorite. I also picked up a warm, snuggly scarf—although it does shed lint everywhere, it’s still worth it. I’m still learning what styles work for me and what don’t, but experimenting with outfits and putting things together has been way more fun than I expected. It feels like I’m piecing together a new side of myself, even if I’m constantly wondering, “Does this actually look good?”

The best part, though? My friends have started using my chosen name, and it’s been amazing. Hearing it just feels right, and I don’t want to go back. My deadname feels more distant every day—there’s something powerful about moving forward in this way.

So that’s where I am right now: learning, growing, and feeling more like myself bit by bit. Here’s to more steps forward, even if they’re sometimes small!